i am thinking of a person.
a particular person.
a man, of course. it's so overdone, i know.
i know that i have an aversion to him. a settled dislike. definite feelings of repugnance toward him.
i think i might hate him.
i have thought about this statement as much as i ever thought about saying i love him.
hate is a strong word. a hard word. it packs a real punch and takes commitment.
am i ready to commit myself to hating someone? even him?