Tuesday, March 31, 2009

two sides of the same coin

i am thinking of a person.

a particular person.

a man, of course. it's so overdone, i know.

i know that i have an aversion to him. a settled dislike. definite feelings of repugnance toward him.

i think i might hate him.

i have thought about this statement as much as i ever thought about saying i love him.

hate is a strong word. a hard word. it packs a real punch and takes commitment.

am i ready to commit myself to hating someone? even him?


Urban Bella said...

Oh my gosh. I think you just wrote this. I think I know who?

Kathleen Gionis said...

I hope you don't hate who I think you hate. I hated someone (I'm not referring to Jan--I still hate her- Jan if you read this--read this....!!!!). But the other person, I got over the hate.

For you, I think I know who and I think I know why, but I don't know why the Monster is rearing it's head again.